Should there be someone out there for me who would actually like me the way I really am? Would there be someone out there who could actually be crazier than me? How can I feel all that I feel for nothing or almost nothing?
In 10 minutes I went from butterflies in my stomach to a sudden desire to puke and then inner despair and an urge to take the next flight…
Then I felt like crying my eyes out and now I am back to the butterflies and the butterfly tea.
